Dear Rose,
I know how much you love reading
, so I thought I’d try to write you a letter for your special day
. I want you to have a memory of words and feelings
. Though you’re not beside me right now, I am constantly having you in my mind.
I know it hasn’t been a smooth journey to get to where you are today. And some days, it still feels like an uphill
. But here’s the thing: you’ve come so far from day 1, and until today, you continue to move forward rather than back. People may not see it, but the truth is that you’ve gone through so much sacrificed your happiness, and even cried yourself to sleep during the difficult days. But despite everything, you soldiered on. You are truly a bold woman
. You put on that sweet smile and deal with all problem that comes to you
. I truly admire you and have respect for you.
We haven’t spent too much time together
, but you have always been a better part of my time. I always want to spend time with you
. You always were on my side during all my hard times making sure that I stay always motivated. You always gave me confidence, ideas that always helped. I always tried to do the same for you. But I don’t know how successful I was.
I don’t remember the first time I saw you. Neither I don’t remember when I fell in love with you
. But one thing is for sure you will always have a place in my heart. One thing I clearly remember is our trip together which pushed me closer to you. It was a wonderful trip because you were sitting beside me for the whole trip. I remember sharing the same blanket, you were sleeping on my shoulder. In that moonlight, I loved watching you sleep. I was listening to your breath wondering what I did to deserve that moment
. In my half-sleep, I was always thinking about you and how to spend more time with you. But the time flew. The next thing I remember is you getting out of the bus after our trip.
I feel alive each time I get to see your lovely face again
. When I can back to Kerala I made sure that I see you at least once and tried to surprise you each time. Most of the time it was a flop but I wouldn’t forget your face on that train. I know I scared the life out of you
.
The time spent with you is worth every second
. The rides we have gone
, the places we have visited
, the shopping we have done
, the time we enjoyed with our friends are all like a beautiful dream-like me.
I know we have our differences. That’s why we fight a lot. I remember for days we haven’t talked during those fights
. I know I am the reason why you lost your sleep for many nights and you had to shed lots of tears because of me
. I feel sorry for that
. You should know it was not easy for me either
. Maybe we are like tom and jerry
. We fight a lot but we have got each other back
.
I can’t thank you enough for touching me deeply with the things you do for me♥️. Thank you for everything you do and everything you will do. I want you to always know that you’ve got a good friend in me no matter what happens or where life takes us. Your strength, your spirit; your love remind me of everything I want to be.
I don’t think I will ever meet someone that compares to you. What frightens me a lot is I can’t have you forever
. But I know one thing for sure, the person who finds you will be the luckiest man I know.
I am remembering a quote I once read “If you love someone let it go free. If it comes back it will forever be yours to love. Otherwise, it was never met to be yours”. So one day I will be letting you go for your happiness. You gave me everything to make my life glow, and I can’t thank you enough for being the sweetest thing in the world.